It's been around 2 years not being
activated in my lovable blog. Perhaps I was too busy at campus, at work, at
boarding house, at any places I wanted to go. Ah no, I was busy with my study
and some organizations at campus.
Two seasons has gone through my study in English Literature
Brawijaya University Malang. My age will turn 22 years, yeay! Am I that old? Ah
not really. Still, I look young (LOL :D).
What things have you reached till now? Let see after this!
English..
At first, I didn't mean to have this
major for making up my S1 (Sarjana Degree) of English Literature. The reason
for taking English Literature didn't successfully come to my mind, but at least
I've tried my best to actualize it.
Veterinarian? Do I love animals that
much, like what they do?
Ah just forget about this s*it dream
when I was really into it. Gadjah Mada University might be just my dream, but
it wouldn't be impossible right?
Now, not really now, it's supposed to
be January 30th 2015, the day when I passed my Sarjana thesis examination. My
heart, my body and my mind were so damn driving me crazy. How could those be? I
couldn’t sleep beutifully while finishing my thesis, my days went hectically,
my hobbies (let say, reading novels and watching movies) were also erased for a
while.
It might be said that I was quite lucky for having a kind and nice
supervisor (Ms. Tantri Refa Indhiarti, M.A, a cooperative co-supervisor (Mr. Didik
Hartono, S.S, M.Pd., and a great examiner (Mrs. Eni Maharsi, M.A). They were so
damn cool in concerning and guiding during the process of finishing my thesis.
My thanks would not be enough to express and my grateful feelings are too. I am
really thankful for having such DAEBAK lecturers like them, because
basically my thesis title wasn’t like my hope. I thought it was quite difficult
to conduct. I called it ‘CDA’. It was not only Critical Discourse Analysis,
but also Critical Damn
Analysis. See? Finally I can make it!
My name turns to Rinta Alvionita, S.S now. Don’t ever think it’s
an easy title. My responsibilities turn so hard now. The world cheers me up with
its greedy, its scary, its challenge and its striving things. You know laaah
what I mean :D
I pushed myself to finish my
thesis for only ONE SEMESTER. It was not just because to minimize the fee
tuition or any budgets related to my life in Malang. That was actually for my
parents and of course, my career in short-periode of time. Basically, the things
I can do for the betterment of my life must be done as soon as possible. At
least, I’ve tried to make my plans go sooner that others. I was too ambitious
to get fast-track study as long as my age is still young.
What about the big desire to continue study?
Of course yes. Many scholarship programs are provided now. I am
going to concern and try many ways to get LPDP scholarship program. Why? It’s
all because LPDP is the one and only scholarship program provided by Indonesian
Government in order to give the best services for, let say, lucky, smart and dedicated Indonesian people. It’s such the
greatest and the biggest chance for me. How luck I am if I can get it myself.
LPDP has I think, the most complete scholarship services from the fee tuition,
living cost, books, medical insurance, transportation, VISA and even, for those
who have got married, it provides the living cost for our husband or wife. Is
it gorgeous? Absolutely yes!
What are my plans for master program actually?
First, I’ve decided to continue my master program of Applied
Linguistic at Monas University, Australia. Second, I’ll pick master program of
linguistic at Gadjah Mada University. Third, if those plans don’t go well, I’ll
try to take Master of Education Program of State University of Malang in Insya Allah 2016. Aamiiin..
Badly, if those plans are not nice to me, I’ll just have to earn
money by teaching at some educational institutions or companies. Skip this part
[...]
My motto for “HEY, I MUST CAN DO IT. YOU JUST LIVE ONCE. WAKE UP
NOW!” somehow go unconditionally. I realize I wasn’t born in the middle of
wealth family or with well-educated family background. My father is just a
farmer (no, I mea, it was’t a ‘just’). A farmer is a nice job in which noone couldn’t
eat and even live without the presence of farmer, right? J whereas
my mother is still sick since I was child (even I wasn’t born at that time).
She got us (me, my father and all family) sad and even felt difficult to run
our lives as well as the others’. Her psychological disturbance is still a
mystery. Somehow she acts like a child, but somehow she acts like an adult.
Thus, I’ve treated as a half child and a half adult. People might considered my
mom as ‘the carzy woman’, but it’s not all for me. My mother is still my
mother, whenever, whatever and forever. I couldn’t be here, in this beautiful
world if there was no mom in my life. I do love you mom *tears ...... skip this
part [...]
They, I mean my parents is the biggest motivation for me to have
such a better life.
Remember!
Life is beautiful only if we don’t insist it to be more
complicated. Life once, make it better.
My REAL journey starts here. See ya!
